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2011-11-19T22:27:00.001+08:00

Recently attended a relative distinct farway cousin's wedding dinner.

Congratulation Kelvin!

That's all for now. ;)

Pouting is Out, Merry-Making is In @ Cineleisure Orchard!

2011-11-17T13:11:00.001+08:00

Hi all,

Festive season is around the corner! ;)

Well there is a event called "Pouting is Out, Merry-Making is In" @ Cineleisure

this coming Christmas (17 Nov - 31 Dec 2011)!

There is also a spending promotion called "Daytime & Twilight Shopaholic"

which spenders spending various amount in the mall and get FREE pair of movie vouchers!

For students @$50,

for FRANK Credit/Debit card members @$80

and for all the shoppers @$150

between 12pm - 6pm or 9pm - 12am!

Yeah! The "COCA-COLA Christmas Countdown Party" on the 24th of December 2011, from 9.30pm onwards and get to catch the appearances by 'On The Fringe 2" artistes (Edwin Goh, Ian Fang and also Kimberly Chia) and performances by local bands, not to be missed!

Alright, to find out more log on to www.cineleisure.com.sg

Like the Facebook page @ facebook/Cineleisure and follow @Cineleisure on Twitter!

C'mon down to Cineleisure Orchard and celebrate this festive season with lots of music and merry-making! ;)

2011-11-11T21:15:00.001+08:00

Hi all, I'm back to blogging after 2 months. Very happening.

Oh well, I'm a one-year soldier lo!

Just recently celebrated Clarence's birthday at 313Somerset Marche and at Zouk/Phuture after.

YAY am going to the next phase of my course soon. Looking forward to it. ;)

Peace out, I'll find time to blog again. Byeeee.

2011-09-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

we went SHINee World concert thanks to lionel's complimentary tickets. Awesome!

believe it or not; the concert was the very first that i went, the atomsphere there was so different compared to you buying a dvd and just watch it at home. hahaha.

anyway the gathering was the last for gabriel as a x-ray team member, he is posted out to other unit so i wish him all the best in his future endeavors. he is a funny but responsible guy in my eye, never fail to make us laugh and entertain us. without him, my team is lacking of a logbook IC and from now on i will be taking over his role.

so far so good, i always never want to rant at my vocation but times where not only me but many of my friends around me say this could be ''lowest lifeform'' in airforce. swear i reallyyyyyyy want to finish up this course and then back to unit and sign on back to army. c'mon.

cutting down the number of times on going out, stay at home and be a emo kid. NOT!

most importantly now i want to save money real hard so i can join my best buddies to taiwan next april.

genting trip again with my dad next month. need a getaway from here.

bye.

2011-08-14T13:44:00.002+08:00

4 months of tough trainings since april.
every saturdays burnt; commit our time for ndp 2011.
from nee soon camp to marina floating platform.

(:

it was a wonderful and fruitful journey with the row A air force marching contingent; ndp 2011 was a success! the atomsphere and crowd were very awesome on that very day aug 9th, i will never forget that mahjulah moment.

thank you all the trainers for the all care and concern you all have given us. drinks and ice creams were the main motivation after every rehearsal trainings; also your encouragement and the time you all have spent with us.

once again, my saturdays are back. i kinda miss ndp for awhile. finally back to my usual soccer session with yingyao and company. poor start yesterday, 4 months of rustiness is now making my body aches all over. :(

back to work tml on a monday. urghhhhh.

2011-06-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

yes it's my brother's red beret graduation 2011! :)

super love this picture with him! :)
wah he up thereeeeeeeee.

ndp rehearsal later on. hope we can do a good job! cheers.

2011-05-29T15:19:00.004+08:00

RSAF Open House; 27-05-2011
i went with my bunch of army mates.
airshow was awesome!

after that we had our hi-tea dessert buffet @ NEX.
it's definitely worth it if you've got a huge appetite!

HTA Officer Cadet Graduation
Clarence's day becoming a police inspector.

:)

2011-05-22T12:00:00.002+08:00

alright finally back after 2months plus from blogging.
i'm on a really long hiatus, pretty much things happened over these past 3 months i guess. well i don't even know where to start with since the last post!

above is the hard effort i put in for that class 3/4 saf driving license, however went through so much stress and shit there, i can't get a civilian driving license when i ORD. lame. sometimes i find it pointless, but nevermind that have been through all the hell there and went back to my unit as soon as i passed my 4th driving test!

oh yea i also marching in the air force marching contingent for ndp2011! even though the training sessions are tough, burning my saturdays, but definitely standing on floating platform at the end of the day on 9th august is sure gonna be awesome!

yes i can't sign on as a regular now as my medical report since january had failed their expectations, but i can sign on as a air force engineer if i want it later part of my air force life within the 2 years. my currect vocation course gonna start in a weeks' time. some more time to relax before going out for training. i also can't wait to wear my coverall!

my brother is leaving for brunei for 3 weeks next tuesday. yes i'll be able to send him off at the airport and hope he can tahan through his tough training there.

i've been spending much lately so gotta start saving now darn! stop spending luh! alright that's all for now and i don't know when i will come back again. stay toon! :)

2011-03-13T11:04:00.002+08:00

my blog is sooooooooooooo dead now, lacking for updates.
well i was thinking of closing my blog, but after some thoughts decided not to as these were my past memories way back to 2006. so whenever i feel like blogging i will come back and write my stuff here.

anyway some photos in michelle's 21st birthday at sp graduate guild 2-3 weeks back.

back to my topic here, my driving course just started and i started to drive a land rover on the public road 2 days ago. i have passed my circuit assessment and reverse parking assessment gonna come up pretty soon. i'm feeling abit stressed up because the instructor will keep on nagging if i don't follow his procedures correctly.

i realised my time outside here in civilian is always short, i will treasure my weekends more now.
booking out on a saturday really sucks. spending time with my family is sooooo warm-heartening; especially with my younger brother who just left for taiwan on friday for the commando training for a month and yes we all gonna miss him dearly.

on a side note, my blackberry phone is fully activated and so i can use bbm now! so you guys can sms me your pin and i'll send a request over to you ya.

alright that's all for the updates. hopefully i can meet up with best buddies soon and catch up with them again. :)

2011-02-13T19:42:00.002+08:00

yesssssss finally i updated this space of mine!
alright sooooooooooooo many things had happened and i don't know where to start hahaha. :D

lunar new year is gonna end soon and i have a great one indeed. reunion dinner once every year is special, the occasion whereby all of us sit down and spend the time together eating, preparing for the year ahead too. not forgetting, this year's angbaos intake not that bad; i have to save them all up and slowly spend on stuffs that i need!

we went over to clarence's place to gamble; i'd lost over $40 there. bad luck! keep betting and i kept on losing... losing... in the end, i brought home an empty wallet! it was fun there, we caught up with one another after sometime back and everyone enjoyed themselves there.

as i mentioned before on my previous post, i'm in air force now and everyday till my course starts in march is soooooo slack. i'm not used to it. it is totally the opposite side of army, not so regimental. but i'll treasure my time here in air force, there are soooo many people out there want to get my vocation, "where got so lucky one?"

hahaha on a side note, i got another wisdom tooth out last friday. i still recovering from it, have to chew my food on one side. previously i got 2 of them out way back in polytechnic time. this extraction is for my medical checkup, have to go back for a review the week after next, and then wait for my result. i hope they will call me up real soon for interview.

another week ahead. i not sure if there's any IPPT. don't know what's install for me and my team. we shall see! :)

looking forward.

2011-01-30T16:47:00.003+08:00

haha ok sorry for the lack of update..

well, this week i'm in tengah air base went through induction brief of my vocation. and literally we slack through the whole week and stayed out. in the air force, commanders talk to individuals in a nicer tone than what we had got in BMT 2 months ago in tekong.

in a day there's canteen breaks and we usually don't do any PT! so... that means we keep eating and not exercising, we gonna go fat soon one day. hahaha! alright it's also very cool to see a few F-16s flew on the runway up into the sky on friday. how amazing they are.

yes a piece good news; i was called up earlier this week for an aeromedical checkup next week, pass this and i could be off to a compass test and interview soon. and then, off to contract signing. then i will be a regular in the air force working. well for now, do wish me some luck! :)

haha lunar new year is just next week, i really can't wait for my hongbaos. my next month's NSF allowance is so little for me, dammit. save up save up. >.<

is this period a rainy season?

2011-01-16T19:40:00.004+08:00

yes, i am posted to air force school and have got a vocation there. but the thing is, this vocation is very slack(no future) and i kinda don't like it. i want something interesting and challenging; thus if possible i want to sign on as a career.

quite demoralised now when i was told about my vocation, don't know whether i can opt for other vocations when i reporting in tomorrow at the school. well, hopefully everything goes well there.

hahaha. anyway lunar new year is just 2 weeks away. i can't wait for my angbaos for some money and then able to clear up my debt. saving up 700 bucks is really tedious, army allowance is sooooooo little plus my expenses, plus i've already controlled my spending and still having problems saving up.

i might need a long time, maybe 2-3 months plus my angbaos money. sigh.. money not enough leh! >:(

2011-01-09T00:51:00.005+08:00

YES, POP loh!
@ the marina floating platform. 080111.

i'm proud to be on the parade.

my section mates! section 1 rocks!

another one with our commanders.

with my PS, 3SGT Jason.

with 3SGT Anwar.

with 3SGT Ranger Hafidz.

with mom and dad.

great to have huabin and pengfeng in my platoon.

a shot together with my bro and commanders.

i love this shot with my brother.

a family shot.

with my PC, LTA Varun.

with my section commander, CFC Ravi.

oh! on the way to breakfast and then home!

2 months+ as a recruit @ tekong for BMT, i have achieved it.
POP today and the next phase of army life will begin soon.
shall wait for my posting and i hope i can go command school.

i will work hard to get what i want. :)
BMT was a memorable and meaningful experience for me!
my section mates are great and we always work as a unit,
without them i wouldn't even be there at the platform.

the feeling was just... awesome.
oh yea before going to our unit next, i have to take a photo
with my buddy. he went off and i didn't caught one today.
wasted! but nevermind, see you on the section bbq then!

REST! bye.

2010-12-31T14:02:00.001+08:00

2011 coming.

it's new year's eve.
i'm going out with best buddies later tonight. :)
peace out. everyone, enjoy!

what a year for me.

2010-12-27T17:37:00.002+08:00

heh so christmas have passed and new year is just round the corner.
i hope it'll be a great and smooth year ahead, 2011.
what's your new year resolution? :)

mine?

- have peace.
- being happy is what i want.
- to be able to go command school in my army life.
- go ocs or scs either way; i can earn more allowance which leads to the next point.
- money? yea i'm still broke now. :(
- must save up bit by bit and not anyhow spend in the year.
- good comes and bad goes.

how about yours?

yup soon i'll be going back to tekong to clear my locker, taking back some stuff and going back on 2nd jan; i am left with 5 days to POP! block leave and then the next phase of army life will being. i now kind of worried about my chance going command school due to this 18 days mc and i didn't pass my ippt.

i don't know; some of my friends said i might get in and some said won't. and those words really kept me hanging by a thread. i'll be praying hard everyday. give me this one only chance and i will give my best shot at it.

"never give up!" by john cena.

2010-12-20T14:46:00.002+08:00

for those who doesn't know my condition;
recently i got piles and was sent out from tekong to A&E CGH last monday.
i tahan through this for a week(got sit test and grenade throw) before i went to see the mo.

i'm alright now, just that the pain can be so unbearable when i poo.
movements have been limited, couldn't really walk too much or even run.
Attn C till 311210 and i have to clear my bunk locker and stuff before end of the year.

yup that's all. hope i can recover fast enough before christmas.
day by day recovery. ;)

2010-12-05T11:31:00.003+08:00

yup i'm back from field camp, hell of a week!

the toughest shit that i got for 5 days was an great experience; have to endure all the way and train myself there. i really pushing out of my limits; after the camp i was really physically and mentally exhausted and tired. not getting enough rest through the nights, some combat rations were really tasty, some weren't, but i just got that little bit of energy to push and survive the days.

i hate rain; especially doing outfields. the nights spent were really long and freezing, shivered in my wet long no. 4 uniform with my goretex raincoat doesn't do much help either. i got my buddy's help with my shell-scrape digging, admit that i fell asleep when i was doing my 1/3 alert in proning position, oops.

TEKAN sessions:
- "platoon 1, knock it down!"
- ''stay close, compact!''
- ''you all like to walk right, later you all see!"
- "push-up position change, cruches position change" x(infinity)
- ''leopard crawl, form platoon level!''
- high kneels.
- epic mud roll and facial.
- rifle/fieldbag over head.
- arty arty drills.
- turnouts.

i don't know why we all so sensitive to turnouts. everyone was asking each other whether the next morning got turnout or not. so far, turnouts we were quite ready for it and knew what was coming so i guess everyone did a good job, except for some people who lost their standard items tio tekan again.

i miss precious fresh clean water. i miss my bunk bed. i miss good delicious food. most of all i miss home and my family. all i do now are for my country, to serve and to protect them. i cried when i read the family letter on the 3rd day in field camp, their encouragement/motivation gave me strength and willpower to endure this. it was difficult and finally i have survived the 5th coy field camp! :)

just a few words before i end this post; sometimes we have to step out of our comfort zone and realise and feel how it is like to be in this condition, remember that pain is weakness leaving the body, take it and go like a man and personally i feel that always to have a positive mindset. :)

SIT TEST and grenade-throw next week. i should be having a guard duty/confinement for rifle stunned during field camp. sigh. i not that sure yet. just that i can't book out as early as the rest. alright that's all for this week for my field camp. bye people.

thank you, mom.

2010-11-28T12:36:00.002+08:00

a photo of me and my brother(left) before he goes taiwan.
last week this taken. :D
all the best/jiayou to my brother over at taiwan now.

alright booking in real soon later, FIELD CAMP! >.<

2010-11-16T23:44:00.004+08:00

yes it's book out day for me!

i'm glad to be back to see my whole family again; my home and my room, that feeling is just... great. erm i settle into military life pretty quick, have to adapt and adjust myself abit more. physical training is tough but yet fulfilling, and also fail my first ippt test but i gonna work and train myself up even harder from now on.

how about my swim cat test? i tried my best and i couldn't swim a lap, but managed to swim about 35m, which i think it is a good result because i haven't been to the pool for a very long long long time.

overall, it's tough, tiring but yet fun i must say; and i've got into the 'most' chiong company in school 4, i have to pull through it for this 9 weeks and get myself POP. i just have to focus now and enjoy more.

booking in tomorrow, will be booking out on the 27th nov already, or earlier, i don't know. i shall go rest now. nights people!

2010-11-08T20:56:00.003+08:00

here it comes, 9 november 2010. this is the very day.
we all call it the 'epic' day for us. the enlistment day,
the only ticket to tekong cruise.

alright that's me in the picture, my head feels really light now.
i will be back in 3 weeks. good luck and take care!

:)

2010-11-02T22:08:00.003+08:00

7 days away!

since graduated from sp in may; the guys have been talking about this all along and it's time for us guys to step forward for our next phase of life. depend how we look at it; some may realise oh this 2 years serving the army would be a waste of time and wanting to get out and probably get a job or go on for further studies.

me? let me try and taste the life myself first then i'll comment this again.

haha anyway back to my post, so yesterday i went down to wheelock place to send andrew's itouch for repair. i not too sure now but i hope he gets a brand new one instead of the old one with so many scratches on it. so i headed to TAKA after as i have my vouchers which i have kept for so long, they really came into good use where i've bought home a black wii remote! and now my wii can play up to 2 players. :)

i decided to take the long way home by bus and there goes a day already. today; the contruction/drilling of the carpark right downstairs started again and i was awakened by it. it's so frustrating sometimes when you are sleeping and all you heard are bangs, drilling noises. went to pay my insurance premium which is due long ago and then i went to muzaimi's place for FIFA again. hopefully i see him again on sunday for soccer(and hope i can get up early haha!).

my dad and i will be going marsiling to get some stuff tomorrow. a day, counting down. alright that's all for now. i think i will be posting just before the epic day comes? :D

2010-10-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

hahaha yes i just got my wii wwe smackdown vs. raw 2011. it is fun playing the individual carrer mode to wrestlemania and awesome realistic grahpics and music. :)

on a side note, i also bought my dinosaur phone. the daily stuff such as my shampoo, soap, prickly heat powder, febreze for army attires are already prepared by my mom last week. with army glasses ready too; am left with my swimming googles and a cheap digital watch.

heard many kinds of advice when going into tekong on the 1st day; is to cut my hair first before going in. see how it goes and i will decide later then. one week plus to go, shall enjoy my life man. henry c'mon, organise some more soccer session at fico!! :D

i stop here then. have a good evening.

2010-10-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

sheau wei's 21st birthday @ ymca rooftop deck. :)
awesome city lights, with nice cooling breeze and haze.

everyone were looking at mr.sonny talking. what a event, i love the rooftop deck of all most. spacious; budget wise it's really steep for a few hours. overall, it was wonderful.

alright, that's all. will be back again. :D

2010-10-20T15:21:00.003+08:00

haha thanks henry for the ride back from fico last night. hmmm so many things had happened since the last outing of emileen's birthday party.

there was soccer fico late at night with yiyong and company last week and headed off to henry's place till morning, and my last dental appointment, went muzaimi's house for xbox fifa challenge, also meeting my best buddies off during weekends, went to make my army glasses at chong pang, now we all await for sheau wei's birthday event this coming saturday.

the day is drawing nearer and nearer, nah i'm not gonna count down whatsoever. just to exact it is just 20 days away. yes c'mon and when that day comes, it will be the time i gonna prove everyone wrong. :)

sigh i spent off almost all my allowance this month; for birthday presents, fico and the expensive hectic adult fares and burning holes in my pockets now. the first 2 months in army to clear off my debt and then see what i can do with my allowances during the army life.

haha my dream is always going to OCS and i gonna push myself for it. then the next goal is to save up and buy a decent desktop for myself and probably a x-box console! alright i shall stop here. it's oct 20th already!

算了吧。

2010-10-18T22:17:00.001+08:00

“We have to make our own mistakes.
We have to learn our own lessons.
We have to sweep today’s possibility under tomorrow’s rug until we can’t anymore, until we finally understand for ourselves like Benjamin Franklin meant.

That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping.
And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying.”

2010-10-15T18:07:00.001+08:00

2010-10-11T14:44:00.002+08:00

emileen's 21st birthday @ downtown.

2010-10-06T19:38:00.005+08:00

a group of us; marc's birthday party @ his place. :D

and then next, allan's 21st @ downtown east.

i had a great gathering with dla peeps. some who have just POP and once again it's really wonderful to see the rest again. we had bbq, then cake, played some blackjacks and monopoly deal! now i know how to play it!

so i had breakfast with allan at 4am in Mac downtown and we headed back to the bbq area to have a long chat. about 6+am, time to wake the rest of the guys up and headed for another Mac breakfast again ahahaha! caught some sleep and then went home after. :)

alright we will be going to yinquan's place for gaming tomorrow! YES!

2010-10-05T17:18:00.001+08:00

Things end.
People leave.
And you know what? Life goes on.
Besides, if bad things didn’t happen, how would you be able to feel the good ones?

2010-09-30T21:39:00.002+08:00

so today we had soccer at fico with muazimi's clique of friends, another team and the usual dla peeps, plus marcus and peiquan in as well. not so bad, 3 hours for the price of $65, inclusive of my free playing hour voucher.

happily and i didn't notice i have dental appointment at 6pm this evening until the lady called. i rushed back to the dental clinic near my place. alright so i have to go back in another 2 weeks' time.

alright so this is it, september is gonna end soon and OCTOBER is here! pretty fast i must say, my brother gonna POP tomorrow and the whole family will be there, and i'm having 4 birthday party events to attend in the span of 7 days. :)

upcoming birthday events:

marc's birthday @ his place on 2nd october.

allan's birthday @ downtown east on 3rd october.

tony lee's birthday @ marina square for internation buffet on 4th october.

emileen's birthday @ downtown east on 8th october.

hahaha after these events i should be free again. oh yea i'm also preparing some birthday gifts now, have to wrap them up before the weekend comes. dear allan, i will prepare you a bomb on your birthday HAHAHA! hey don't worry man, it's not a birthday joke!

i shall go to sleep soon. oh friday is here. :)

2010-09-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

2010-09-21T18:00:00.002+08:00

nicole's birthday party @ aranda. group photo of us.

taiwan food festival.

went out with nicole and friends to clarke quay for this taiwan food festival. i must say that all the food are really awesome and wonderful. tomorrow is the last day i think, so you guys can go down and try some taiwan food if you wish to. hahaha.

i tried the bubble tea and 台湾大卤面; the mee and soup base are totally different from what we have here. also tried other kinds of food nicole and friends bought and they pretty not that bad!

i met pengfeng today to borrow his 'fix-at-home' pull-up bar so i could do pull-up workouts at home on my own free time. by the end of next month i wanna put on more weight and do as many pull-ups as i can. my target is set at 6, first then go for more after that. yes another thing is that sleeping early in the night is important and waking up early too.

alright i will be back here soon. i want to plan a genting trip next month, anyone's in?

chiong.

2010-09-15T12:24:00.005+08:00

you guys probably have read this story before; no well you can spend some time reading this. i grabbing this story from my 5N1 graduation magazine.

"TWO BAD BRICKS"

Once there was a man who needed to build his own house.

He had the patience and time needed. He made sure every single brick was perfect, no matter how long it took. Eventually, he completed his first brick wall and stood back to admire. It was only then that he noticed - oh no! - he has missed two bricks. All the other bricks were nicely in line, but these two bricks were inclined at an angle. They looked terrible. They spoiled the whole wall. They ruined it. By then, the cement mortar was too hard for the bricks to be taken out.

When he showed his first visitors around the house, he always tried to avoid taking them past the brick wall. He hated anyone seeing it.

Then one day, some three or four months after he finished it, he was walking with a visitor who saw the wall.

"That's a nice wall." he casually remarked.

"Sir," he replied in surprise. "have you left your glasses in your car? Are you visually impaired?" Can't you see those bad bricks which spoil the whole wall?"

What the visitor said next changed his whole view of that wall, of himself. and of many other aspects of life. The visitor said, "Yes, I can see those two bad bricks. But I can also see the 998 good bricks as well."

The man was stunned. For the first time in over three months, he could only see other bricks in that wall apart from the two mistakes. Above, below, to the left and to the right of the bad bricks were good bricks, perfect bricks. Moreover, the perfect bricks were many, many more than the two bad bricks.

To the man, he felt that in the past, his eyes would focus exclusively on his two mistakes; he was blind to everything else. That was why he could not bear looking at that wall, or having others see it. That was why he wanted to destroy it. Now that he could see the good bricks, the wall did not look so bad after all. It was, as the visitor had said, "a nice brick wall".

It is still there now, twenty years later, but he has forgotten exactly where those two bad bricks are. He literally cannot see those mistakes anymore.

How many people end a relationship because all they see in their partner are "two bad bricks"? How many of us become depressed or even comtemplate suicide, because all we can see in ourselves are "two bad bricks"?

In truth, there are many, many more good bricks, perfect bricks - above, below, to the left and to the right of the faults - but at times we just cannot see them. Instead, every time we look, our eyes focus exclusively on the mistakes. The mistakes are all we see, and they are all we think are there, so we want to destroy them. And sometimes, sadly, we do destroy a "very nice wall".

We have all got our two bad bricks, but the perfect bricks in each one of us are much, much more than the mistakes. Once we see this, things are not so bad. Not only can we live at peace with ourselves, inclusive of our faults, but we can also enjoy living with others.

"This is the time of ending, but of new beginnings, too.

Another hope, another chance, another road to take.

Another star to follow, and another start to make."

2010-09-15T11:32:00.004+08:00

think of it, i should have work to earn some extra cash for myself; spend on friends' birthday presents and returning my money to marcia which i owe her for quite sometime already. ah i did mention before i have some savers' plan that i need to put aside a sum of money for deduction every month. haha i don't know, but i think the lack of money is the root of all evils.

my life has been positive so far, been trying to sleep early these days and wake up before 9am, doing sets of pushups, push and persevere not to get naps in the day! turn out plans are working and i do want to maintain this on a long run.

as far as i'm concerned, andrew has been very down these days, unlucky at work and the recent traffic accident on expressway, and just wanna say that at times in life there's ups and downs, my life and everone's too, so we cheer up and hope for better/good things to come by and the bad ones go away!

oh man i can't wait for these 2 games to be released at the end of this month! :)

if it is to be, it is up to you and me.

2010-09-12T22:37:00.003+08:00

out with andrew and nicole for tauhuay at yishun just now.
did some catching-up. :)

alright i gotta go now, tired and shall sleep soon ya.

eyes closing soon.

2010-09-11T21:23:00.006+08:00

ok soccer in the morning at CCK; and i tell you, i got out it was really fine for a moment and then the weather changed. rained but we still played soccer at the basketball court! then i have to leave earlier to meet my best buddies for movie, grown ups.

yea it was really hilarious and a good movie.

we went sheng siong to get our bbq stuff and we had a bbq session just outside the corridor of marc's place and indeed it was really great, the food were more than enough and we finished it. :)

afterwhich, we headed to woodlands waterfront without marc and chill over there. left around 1am and andrew sent us all back home. should meet up more often and have this kind of fun, catch up with each other's lives and do stunts. hahaha.

photos.

took a shot with marc's mom.

brothers for life.

probably i will be going out later for supper with friends.
see how it goes. bye!

tired; having a headache. =/

2010-09-11T08:50:00.001+08:00

i grabbed them from tumblr.
yup i'm out for soccer now. bye! :D

2010-09-09T16:22:00.005+08:00

http://www.ficosport.com/?page_id=6

haha yes yes, i won a 100 dollar voucher in last month's quiz from FICO. alright, at least i won something than never; so i can use this within a month till it expires next month, hey guys, just tell me when you are free and i'll organise. :)

heh just order KFC for dinner tonight, only me and my parents will be eating. ahhhh. that's all for the day and hereby i wish all my muslim friends a selemat hari raya puasa! yea i'm having soccer tomorrow morning yay, there is another one on saturday also. :D

2010-09-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

haha where can i get this? NICE!

2010-09-06T12:44:00.002+08:00

OLIVE YOU - DAVEDAYS

2010-09-02T22:15:00.007+08:00

this tuesday i went back to the dentist and he said he charging me another $600 for treatment. URGH. i'm broke, and had to pay off the previous fee all by myself and i don't even have enough money now. ah i'm so pissed about it.

alright, i am still doing my workout at home. 250 pushups a day and situps as well. saying to do 500 a day is really too much, somehow i feel my arms gonna break anytime if i would to break that 250 mark. sad thing is, i don't even have a pair of running shoes. means i can't go for a jog/run. you guys can already see when i use that pair of old converse sneakers for soccer so long, abit lazy at times to even step out of the house. =/

it fair starts today and ends this sunday, am surprised again to see APPLE launchs their new ipod-touch with facetime and cool ipod nanos. oh no technology, but i am happy with my 3rd generation ipod touch now. :)

i have some free time to spare; i would play computer games. with my current laptop all my graphics look so lag and if i have abit of money now i definitely would go buy a gaming laptop. hahaha, managed to play MAFIA 2 and even completed the story, i love the game! hey guys, any 3rd person action adventure games to recommend?

these sums up this week and september is here! there goes another week and time really draining away, i have to start thinking how i gonna settle for my friends' birthday presents. so many october, november and december babies. :( till here then, a long post again. nah no one wants to read it.

2010-08-26T20:28:00.002+08:00

haha alright i'm back..

YOG has come to a end today; now am watching the live telecast on tv. didn't really catch a single event except for the bronze medal match for football. haha, it's been a blink of an eye since the opening ceremony to now; really fast!

i'm back from the dentist awhile ago; urgh my tooth area is so sensitive i couldn't even dare to drink any cold and hot beverages. plain water still hurts. =/ what i can do, had a painkiller just now and the pain still hasn't gone away but pray it'll be okay in the next few days.

hmmm, i'm not sure about the movie outing allan suggested this saturday, no news on that however i still have my soccer session ongoing in the morning. and then nicole's birthday party at aranda this coming sunday; see how it goes whether if i going to stay on further..

yup that's all for this week and hope for better things to come by next week, probably next 2 months. :)

just a side note; if you wish to arrange
a movie session then plan ahead, since
i'm bored as well. yea i don't mind
coming out ba. yes all the best on your
itp adventure; do hope you can learn as
much as you can within the 6-7 weeks,
and must aim for an 'A' grade.

i need tonnes of good luck.

2010-08-24T05:25:00.004+08:00

i have something to say.

first of all, it's best that we stay as friends for the moment.
i can be of great help for her work if she needs me, and do
the best that i can for her too. things aren't right because
she been asking me out recently?

we just broke off and then she started all the talking by
saying she's bored and needed someone to go for movies.
i told her to give us sometime to be alone and she said i'm
trying to avoid her.

i guess she couldn't move on, she said she likes me. i have
made myself very clear that we both got hurt, so it's better
to split up and go our separate ways. we had a few text
messages going on last night; she said stuff i told her about
were just by telling her only and weren't meant it. i
want to get this clear, i have said what i have to say and
i think it's already fair enough to give us sometime apart.

she also mention that i have a birthday party event
coming up this weekend; i'm kinda surprise that she
knows it. this is the part i seriously don't like about.
she logged in into my facebook account to check if i
have any events ongoing. as a friend now, she shouldn't
have do this. i don't even change my facebook password;
because i trust her but she did such a thing? she even
said i lied to her. HUH??? why would she even mind
to mention such a thing and all of a sudden with no
intention at all. and then it's like she happen to see
the event and wanting to see if i gonna hide it from her.

her replies were: ''just viewing then suddenly view dao
cannot?" i mean she should respect me and my privacy;
and not just logging in without my permission. i didn't
even login yours, what if i do so and will you be happy?

honestly speaking; i went to the dentist to make a tooth
crown because i have a tooth decay. all these nights;
i have pains and i couldn't sleep well, and i do have a
precribed medication if the pain is getting out of hand.
it's kinda late and wasn't in the right mood to chat
online; she started chatting and i admit i was kinda
irritated by the questions she asked.

in the next text message i mention she really deserve
better and should not endure anymore pains or hurts
from me again. she deserve a better guy than to me.
my point is, she must move on and stop stucking at the
same spot and not moving. i didn't say she cheat on me;
i found out that she not being honest with me that day
and it was the time i had enough of every single thing.

she said her friends are right, my friends are right
too; they are merely giving opinons to her and then
she has this quarrel on facebook all was about our
communication didn't work at all and rant about how
i treated her as a television as an example. facebook
ranting is not a good way to show the frustration or
anger within self; because something had happened
and then to let the whole world knows? furthermore;
what she said about me wasn't true; at the very end,
she told me i am a good guy to her. contradicting?

she shouldn't have said words that had already hurt
me in the first place; yes i will try to express but not on
facebook, rather on my blog instead as it's my personal
diary and space. i really find her weird that she can be
quiet and not saying anything; bottle up inside her;
and express her feelings out on facebook and blog
which i feel it's not the right option. she should speak
up more of her problems to her parents, and let them to
help her out often in situations.

not every guy is bad, or are rotten eggs. it depends?
time can grow me further; able to improve self and
change for the future partner. maybe she could think
about her past relationships why things don't really
work well and why always lead to breakup. she has
already admit that she feeling insecure; trying to
control me so much and still dealing situations the
same way she treated for the past relationships.
probably she must start changing; not to be so sensitive
and start showing concern for the people around her.
there's alot of time ahead of her, i believe she can use it
well enough to improve her thinking and start changing
for the better.

yes everything is clear now. i just wanna post this
because this isn't the right way; invading other people's
privacy without permission. anyway she apologised
and i have change my password already. as a friend;
she can show concern but she's giving me a wrong idea
that she want me back, asking out for movies is really
awkward and she still got her clique of friends to hang
out with yea? just think through, have sometime alone
and i hope she can do what best for herself. :)

as for the money i still owe her, i will try my best to
return her asap. i'm sorry and hope you understand.

alright, finally done. goodnights, morning. :D

keep your cool and smile.

2010-08-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

ok another update.

well after all this happened i wish i could be a better
person in the future; learn from my mistakes and
never gonna do them again. just have to really get
myself back now and prepare what's on the way
ahead of me. for the moment; i'm not emotionally
and mentally prepared for any kind of relationship
now; need some real time to think through, 10 good
years is what i give to myself, if i'm finacially stable
then i'll really then start a relationship.

i've said i have moved on, doesn't mean i forget all the
things we'd done together. a heart that truly loves,
can accept all the pain; but one day if it's too much it'll
just burst and leave you, even he/she loves you so much.

my point is; i really love her and good to let each other
go, do what best for both. yea and before i return some
of her stuff back, i would want to have a few words with
her face to face as well, and then we go our separate ways.
:)

thanks huabin for dropping by here after so long; i
knew before you have shared your opinions on my
relationship. even though you don't really help much,
maybe it's your encouragement to let me think even
further what could i react or do next. i hope to see you
soon for the next meeting.

my body is not at my best all this awhile; last saturday
i have soccer and then aches all over the next day. coughs
back again, really coughing my life out sometimes and i
wonder something bad is gonna happen to me.

from now i will push myself to 500 pushups a day; i've
done half of it and my arms are gonna break anytime
soon, hahaha. anyway, just a gauge to prepare myself
and do the best that i can now till november. :D

alright. i shall stop here then. hopefully i can upload
some photos soon; long posts with words are boring,
no one ain't gonna read it yea?

take care, jon.

you too.

2010-08-15T01:43:00.003+08:00

well i have read all her posts from her blog; where
i found out that it's unfair to rant everything out
just like that. :(

"JUDGE.."
yea you had said that your friends
dont judge me as a bad person, don't think i am that
kind of person. then well i didn't say bad things about
you in front of my friends or to my parents. i am just
telling them what happened and they gave me opinions,
advices to deal with the situations. you got it all wrong
when you had mistaken about that phases i told you.

'oh my girlfriend won't like that..'
'luckily my girlfriend is not like that..'

yea my friend peiquan have said it, but it were all his
words. then u brought this into the quarrel by saying
i don't know you well enough, judging you wrongly?!?
don't ever say i don't know you AT ALL, i've been trying
to understand you and you have mood swings. i admit
i can't get hold everytime you get either sad, or pissed.

saying something like 'speaking of me like you know me',
i have know you since last year and we were together.
don't even say those hurting words as if i deserved it.

"CHANGE.."
from the beginning i would want you to respect your
parents more; talk to them nicely and not just by raising
your voice at times. yea i know it's difficult to change
and i really do see some changes, i even reminded you
softly to be careful not to speak so loudly. i trying to
change things here, making you a more friendly and a
changed person, all for your own good?

from the past i do not know what kind of person you are;
don't even know the way you communicate with friends,
they way you do and deal with things but yea do you
know when i heard when lihui said you're different from
the past, i'm really glad and knew i've changed you bit by bit.

and then you rant about you not being happy the way i
changed you too much, what the way i want? NO! i change
you is for the better, and also improve your attitude towards
all the things; be it friends or family side.

but whatever happens now, it's really good for you that you
have changed over the time.

"OUTING.."
when you said you were not being yourself with me, in
front of your friends, then why till now you then speak
up on this, or why ask me along then, or even what's the
whole point of being together? so i found out that when
you need me then you'll ask me out just for show, if not
you are just putting me aside?

hmm then we don't say this if you disagree? how about
what happened on 13th aug, friday when you'd a lunch
session with your clique of friends and i am not allowing
to go? i didn't say i'm unhappy or feel left out, not because
the previous outing occurred the day before where you had
mahjong with your friends. i was abit unhappy inside but
when you apologised my heart melted and my mood was
back. then you didn't tell me the truth at the moment i ask
you cani join you guys, you kept apologising and want to go
for lunch with me first then go for lunch session with them.

i told you it's just a simple lunch i just tag along you just
won't let me go, that's why i'm angry and find it unreasonable.
you could have tell me what jingyi had told you, or maybe
there's some reasons you don't want me go then you tell me.
you see, you were not telling and then you ask me to accept
a reason like there's too many people?

i can already see by your actions already no?

"QUARRELS.."
yea talking about quarrels, again how you sounded on
phone everytime don't seem very nice to me. maybe
you just raise your voice by just a little bit, i find you
might be alittle pissed. from the past quarrels, you always
threaten me to say youwant break up, sometimes i think
then apolgised after awhile. remember what you did was
to set the status on FACEBOOK to single, THAT really
hurts me alot. i was shocked why you did this, and then
i respected it. all you did was went back to my account to
change it all back. now what? if you always think that we
quarrel are always small matters then think again, who is
the one did the extreme move first? saying harsh words?
and not respecting me as a boyfriend?

because now i have had enough. yea this time's not a small
matter because it's unreasonable for me to accept the
reason you gave and not telling me the truth from the start.

don't ever say words never get into me, your words got
through all the awhile and i've always been thinking
through the nights before i sleep. so you don't believe huh?

"CHARACTER"
i guess i might need your friends to tell me more about you?
ok about me, yes i admit i'm stubborn like what she have
said, but don't you think too much ranting on your blog are
not true? alright i get along with people well, meeting new
peeps i totally fine with it, i'm also open up to talks among
friends and family. i'm able to give them a listening ear and
try helping them out. i do simple things, i won't also rush
into decisions, and able to make things the best of it. i still
have my own of doing things, if it's right i definitely prove
my stand. of course i don't forseen that quick, i need someone
to actually guide me along through some choices or decision-
making. i do compare things. i do panick at times. i respect
and love my family so much. i love to argue but reasoning
skill is not my best. sometimes i have trouble i rather keep it
inside than saying it out, unless i really need help.
so there you have it.

well you can rant all you want, because your friends only
see your side of your story. mine?

''OUR COMMUNICATIONS"
i have to admit everytime we quarrel i used a angry tone
towards you, probably said things would have hurt you.
maybe you should think? how about you? yes i know yo
try to speak and explain, but why everytime it's always when
situations are over then you tried to explain yourself?
even your communication to me has already broke down;
mine to you probably would too. you always try to prove
your stand, but dont you think sometimes in situations
i knew much more better than you. anyway i have more
examples to go on.

hmm how about the night you remembered you text me
and said you miss me? you did ask me back a question:

''do you miss me?"
on a side note, my reply was "nope, HAHAHAHA! :)"
when you see this nature of the text you probably would
have know i was teasing you, because you would already
know my style of sms-ing. and then you went complaining
why i give such a reply, i went on telling you but you
went on to be sad, disappointed.

"do you love me?"
i reply, yes i do. and your reply back was "really? you sure?"
so are you doubting me on this?

sometimes i think not only my communication that failed;
you also partly have to take the blame as well. you said all
the awhile you have been teasing me. do you know i always
have to think really hard and answer all of your questions?
i tell you why. because anything i answered was like a death
sentence; it's like you can change so quickly when i answered
in a different way.

when i will know you are teasing and when you are serious
when your face expression is all along that. no smile, always
giving me that stern look. i must say i was afraid, so i must
be careful dealing with your questions. sometimes you being
unreasonable throwing a small temper which i don't think
i deserve it.

yes i have my own opinions and you have yours too; and
sometimes i will ask you for advices first before i proceed?
don't say that i've to always listen to you then dont have
own way of thinking.i have mine; and i know how to react.
you too, i know it.

you being abit too sensitive towards females peeps around
me; i admit all your jealousness is way too high that i have
expected. it's been too much.

"OTHERS FACTORS.."
ok let's talk about what happened on my 21st birthday
party; yes it's already over but i think you've changed
the story so much that you were twisting it. so it's my
birthday party so i know it well enough! alright this was
what happened, i was not allow to invite a certain clique
of my poly classmates because she simply doesn't like it.
so not to have her unhappy on that day, i chose not to.
then how about my secondary school friends? yea i still
have some of my best buddies around, and only one female
friend whom i called can't make it last minute. almost
all the guys were there, and one female friend. i could
have call more, but then not letting her unhappy so i
didn't call. afterall it's my birthday party and i have
the right to call who i want? at least i doing my part here
and all you said to me i'm putting words in your mouth.

how about facebook? been checking so much on my wall
that i was not allow to even add a single friend upon your
decision. i do remember there's a time when shinyi added
me i have to wait for your call to accept it? oh yea and
another one when angella added me also, you told me to
reject that request? c'mon it's all your friends and you
don't even trust them? hoho. everything i do on FB i must
go through by you. and i have told you if any more girls
adding me I AM NOT GOING TO ACCEPT. right?

so when the second time angella added me i accepted it just
last week. you see how pathetic. over this small matter
you control me so strongly, then where's my personal
space? talking about personally space, did you ever mention
on your post. not at all because i have gave you the space
you wanted, you can go out with friends as long you have
inform me, be back home early or asap. then how about me?
you control me on the FB thingy, checking on my phone who
i've texted or maybe phoned and even group photos i've been
questioned about! yes another thing, TRUST!

yes i have posted this on FB, i just mention it here. from
the beginning she didn't trust me that much, yes the lack
of privacy and i'm only limiting to guys friends. if there's
females peeps around, then you just being too sensitive.
and then you will start to question me, even doubt me
where i am trying to explaining things to you. i have put
all my trust in you, believe the things you do, but you
think otherwise. you see, you always tell me i need to
bring up my confidence then how about you? on this part,
I LISTENED and you? you don't seem to fully trust me. :(

if you said things like you know me well then you're wrong.
tell me what you know? you have hurt me first far in front
than this thing happened. we have communicated, do not say
we don't, you don't say things which it's like far beyond my
character or personality. not even true. i know what i did best;
i show all my concerns and care all along in this relationship.

it's always WE, not just only YOU or ME.

i'm not being petty. sometimes i would. but this situation you
said i was the one who brought it up which i don't think it's a
small matter that can be easily solved. there're already so
many problems that arise, now it's really time i had enough
le ba.

i think best that you bring your friends here to read and know
the side of my story then make judgments. you just read this;
probably you will start ranting another post again which i
think you don't have to..

P.S: maybe to marcia's friends or anyone, do drop me a tag or
comment.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

as i have told you, you might be the one who do not want to
cool things down; you still insisting i am such a person.
all along it has been me, jonathan. you said i have changed
and not being the one you know from the start. what i've to
say is that we both should move on from here, start anew
and we hope for better things to come?

i mean you accepted it then why all the rantings on your
wall still going non-stop and obvious you're judging me in
this particular way. you hope for, you wish for and you love
me enough to let me go. then let your words tell everything
and not going around telling the world i am such a person
to you which i think it isn't fair.

i chose not to post anything on my wall because i let this
pass; everything is over and no point to dwell with it. for me,
i always wish the best for the other party and i really have
you to thank for all this awhile. all the things you've done;
and hope you appreciate my effort also.

again, i still want to say it's not your fault always, nor mine
too. both parties were at fault and to take the blame ba.

2010-08-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

hi readers.
alright, tonnes of things to update here.

my brother came back just before national day;
and he looks fit, and have that good body shape.
how i wish i could go in army and train myself
up, maybe a chance for me to getaway to do
something different, in my life for now.

i have no future plans yet, still deciding which
way to go after army, should i sign on to army,
or further, my studies either locally or overseas.
this time must be right because whatever choice
i'm making now going to affect me for the rest of
my life?

just let you guys know, things ended between us.
i am doing fine here, so don't worry and do give me
sometime to adjust back, clear things up. i'm doing
well and i hope she'll be alright and okay. :)

i am not gonna go into details what has happened;
but if you guys do really want to know, just ask and
i will fill you in.

8 months plus together, it's not really a long time
compared to those couples who has their relationships
a few years. i mean, i always look upon happy couples
smiling together and having their own sweet moments;
all the memories that we had, i'll have her to thank for.

maybe from the start i am neither a good lover nor a
good listener as well; my character could have a goner,
my mom has always giving me opinions and advices to
deal with situations, in fact in this relationship as well.
then i will see and react.

i am not blaming anyone in this relationship; i mean
both parties should be responsible and think what had
went wrong, but looks like i was taking all the blame.
there have been cracks all along, tried to mend them;
again back more cracks surfaces. we both have too many
differences; we do things our own ways and not caring
for each other's feelings.

all i want is i can balance my time well, between friends
and my commitment to my girlfriend but things don't
really work well for us and do what best for the both of us.
so there you go, i'm back single again. allan and huabin,
i'm joining back with you guys again. :(

TRUST AND SPACE.
VERY IMPORTANT IN A RELATIONSHIP..

i'm sorry.

2010-07-30T20:20:00.003+08:00

hi everyone. yea i'm back.

so many things have happened over the past week.
i have to apologise to my dear that the quarrel that
we both started, and over the decision of breaking up.

i didn't want this, i admit i did regretted after doing
so; had ask you to give me a chance to do the best i
can for you. i'm sorry, dear.

yup i shall not dampen the mood here again. once
again; everything's back and i'm happy. soccer sessions
along the week were awesome, still keeping me in good
shape, but yes lost some weight also and am not
smiling at all when i was standing on the weighting
scale. =/

dinner @ KFC with dear yesterday was the happiest
moment ever; being not seeing each other for days
after her ah gong's wake since last weekend. sent her
home and helped out in her school work as well. :D

then i went back to meet ronald for supper near
our place. my brother was there as well because my
brother went in commando camp today; it was just
a short makan session till around 12plus last night.

i kinda miss my brother now; sometimes i find him
messing up in the room who i've shared with so many
years. hope he's fine in the camp right now; take care
and to see you soon on national day when you book out!
:))

i went ikea to buy a frying pan! it's very cheap and i
shall learn to fry some scramble eggs. woohoo.

<3

that's all for now. another update soon. :D

never gonna give you up.

2010-07-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

finally an update with photos again.

i'm so sorry that i really lacking of updates here.
i will try to blog if i can and have the time also.
in fact i have alot of time to spare now.

okay, so my work has ended i suppose, my company
didn't text me at all after june. so currently i'm just
waiting for last month's pay to go through. yup.

and then, every saturday morning soccer @ yishun
with peiquan and company. not so bad, at least i can
play. hmmm anyone out there any soccer session
just call me out ya? :D

yup i still have ample time with dear also; though
she busy with school work recently, spending time
with her is the greatest thing i ever have. oh she
also joining harmonica band 'open' cat competition;
she will be busy at times and need alot of practices
with her band members as well. i'm cool and wishing
her all the best for the competition in august.

alright about yesterday's outing to this kranji farm
resort to give cecilia a farewell-treat session at the
restaurant there. we had a feast and everyone were
great again. well i won't talk much, view the photos.

credits to alicia, emileen and shihui for photos. :)

DLA!!! no more. haha.

okay, till here then. all the best there.
peace out.

hohoho.

2010-06-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

i'm back, recently gathered photos to do an update;

i didn't want my blog to look too wordy, empty without
any pictures at all. hehe, and a......

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME! ;D

let me blog about what had happened over the past
week then.

no work over the past 2 weeks already, until now.
sigh, don't know is it good or bad, no work means
no income. >.<

went to ikea tampines to buy a tv table set; went there
with dear, my bro and dad as well. gave our opinions
and finally chose one in the end. had our lunch there
and headed home with the boxes and fixing it DIY.

my new teevee came in as well, big and clear ever.
we didn't have such a huge lcd tv in our family history;
we normally, in the past years we would buy something
cheap, a few hundred dollars those kinds, so when it
breaks down, at least we doesn't feel the pain there.

haha it's really all about money now. >.<

so i also gathered a few friends to my place for my
birthday celebration, as well relatives and cousins.
and thanks for all the hongbaos and presents. :D

HEH.

my doggie, jing jing.

thank you for the watch, tees, perfume and card.
=)))))))

most importantly, my dear has prepared for my 21st
birthday surprise.

- a bear from 'build-a-bear' workshop.
- a birthday card.
- a photo frame of her photo.
- a glass jar with 100 stars with a small note inside.
- a self-made photo memory book; with all the photos. <3

dear, i really love them, especially those words you have
said through the birthday card and photo book. by also
looking at all the past photos we took, also reminds me all
the great time we had and enjoying ourselves also.

i will keep it, somewhere safe in my room. once in awhile
we shall flip through the pages together again; see the
smiles on our faces in the photos, moments we are together,
crazy things we did, more and more to come.

i have enjoyed myself tonight, even though i'm not feeling
well for almost half a day, you still spent your time with
me after schooling and we had our sakae sushi for dinner.
got me home too and you headed back home as well after.
thankiew dear. i love you.

<3

有你多好.

2010-06-19T17:20:00.002+08:00

alright, i'm blogging again. :)

well was back home late from playing soccer last
night at CCK court with marcus and company, also
had henry and yinquan joined as well.

great time but the jabulani ball henry brought there
to play, we really had difficult times controlling; ball
is light and bounces alot. now i know; can't blame the
football players playing with it.

i'm really telling the truth haha!

clean up the house and room again, preparing for BIG
DAY!!! can't wait to see the rest again. :D

ok dear will be back from KL tonight!
yesh! awwww, i really miss her alot here. seeing you
again will make me even happier. :))

oh well bodyaches again, needa to start training up.
till here then. i can't wait for tomorrow to come.

peace out. good day ahead for those people who booked
out yesterday. to xiuming and best buddies. see you. :D

thinking about you.

2010-06-17T21:53:00.004+08:00

here i am. oh ok, it's the world cup fever!
which team do you look upon this time round, maybe
get your hands on the bets and win some money.

so far, matches played have not been excite me; just
feel the players or the ball's problems that might be
causing the 4-year world event such a letdown.

so many matches to go, and let's shall see then!
urgh i regretted not to subcribe the world cup channels,
i want to watch matches live on tv; not to get irritated
by steaming problems online. :(

------------------------------------------------------------------------------

yup spent most of my time last weekend and this week
with dear and stayed over at her place for many days. :)
and then she left today for a school fieldtrip to kuala
lumpur and will be back this saturday.

i hope everything's and she's safe over there now.

well alright about today, i stayed at home the whole
day; pack up my room and mess, playing addictive
facebook games and of course naps in the afternoon. :D

no work scheduled along this week, i has been very free
and have lots of time to spare.

haha okay; i will stop here then. i miss you here.
HAPPY to received your messages. <3

photos photos.

just you and me.

2010-06-10T20:28:00.002+08:00

yup. I"M BACK.

there has been work along this week and last week;
not very often, i like the 'rest one-two days' and 'work
one-two days' kind of job. in between i can rest. but
not really good; where pay is not alot and working just
that few days in a month.

on a side note, received my ns letter already! it's really
nearing the end of this year. NOV! urgh. 5 more months
of freedom and that's pretty awesome; and i needa go
get something to do also, pretty worried about that.

with my freetime, i'm still able to accompany my dear
around, spend sometime together for a walk, shopping
in town, eat or a catch a movie. <3

i still have some time aside for soccer @ fico with henry
and company also, hope there's another one soon again. :D

alright, i'm off from here.
anything i will update again soon.
yup see you.

i still love this photo!

with me.

2010-06-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

haha i'm back. sorry for the major lack of updates,
i just being lazy and tired sometimes..

alright, so many things happened. i don't know how
and where to start. nevermind, it's a long long story.

ok kinda happy that we got our formal family photos
taken @ imm last week, have already look through
all of them and they were really nice.

and then we had also dla outing, soccer with the peeps,
bbq outing just last sunday at pasir ris park. a great one
to catch up with the rest of them. soon some of them head
-ing to army. and i down here in this very little tiny red
dot waiting for letter. HEH

actually it's a good thing not to know about the date you
will get enlisted, at least you wouldn't go panic and stuff;
staying positive in the right mind is the thing to do now.
don't ever countdown; it will definitely freak you out.

urgh army matters. just throw it aside. on a brighter
note, i going to start my exercise soon, start running and
get myself ready. i'm always say and no action. tsk.

dear has fallen sick recently and hope she get really well
soon. i know i have been coughing all this while; i'm
happy that i have your company. (:

work today, so tiring after the soccer session yesterday,
everywhere of me is aching badly and i hate it. morning
without breakfast made my mind went blank so many
times. gosh.

it's june the 1st now. :D
happy birthday xiuming.

good luck.

2010-05-27T00:57:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating for awhile since my graduation
day. hahaha, on a short hiatus now. (:

yup will do some updates soon. peace out. cheers.

sick.

2010-05-18T22:21:00.001+08:00

tada..
i've officially graduated from singapore polytechnic.
:D

today is photos, pictures and everything.
i even got a short video recorded by my dad during the
ceremony where my classmates and i got up on stage to
receive our scroll boxes.

check out my video on my facebook page. (:

my brother and i.

my parents came along..

dear dropping by too! <3

:DD

a group photo with the rest.

say me, not cheese!!!

junquan came too.

4 powerpack stunners.

we're with mr sonny.

hahaha.

my brother is getting the pride away.

oh you guys are not! hahaha. oops.

(:

good friends, we stay as one.

alright. more photos up on facebook and just drop by at
my profile. haha, ok time to turn in. goodnight.

my strength; my support, you.

2010-05-16T23:05:00.003+08:00

photo photos. :D

a short evening meeting - eating - movie session @ cine-
leisure on friday, meet those usual peeps and we catch up
abit on work and lives now. haha. good to have these meet
ups often, if possible. how great and awesome.

sadly, i had to leave and get home early. miss the movie
with them but it's ok. gotta catch the movie with dear the
next day, and have to save up for the money also. (:

-----

so, went out with dear to celebrate our 6th month together.
we both have a good time; with a movie and dinner in town,
bus back to jurong and decided to stay over at dear's place. <3

got out today in the afternoon to jurong point to have a early
dinner and it's home sweet home. drenched when i got home,
but i'm totally fine and okay in one piece. heavy rain just now.

helped her install garena and we played L4D2 awhile ago,
good that we can join lan at home now. hahaha. though it's
get laggy sometimes, we had fun ya. :D

:)

''i love you not only for what you are,
but for what i am when i am with you.
i love you not only for what you have made of yourself,
but for what you are making of me.
i love you for the part of me that you bring out.''

don't give up, you're loved.

2010-05-10T23:54:00.003+08:00

first of all, SORRY for the late post on mothers' day!
so to all the greatest moms in the world, a happy
mothers' day. (:

we had this cake over ay my grandma's house
as all my aunts and uncle gathered to celebrate
this occasion.

alright for today, headed back to school. met up
with JJ, allan, huabin and xiuming in studio.
seen most of the lecturers; chat for some while
and they are asking alot of questions regarding
our future. army, studies, etc.

yup i'm currently still waiting for my ns letter.
predict it's gonna be here anytime. hmmmm.
oh well, i left and accompanied dear to bbdc for
her basic theory test. i'm glad to hear that she
have passed and she shall move to the next step. :D

early dinner pizza hut @ jurong point. great awesome!
haha and i waited for her as she went for her piano
lesson nearby. after that, home sweet home after
i've sent her home. do hurts me alot, really dislike
to leave her place and head back home like this. urgh.

i have and i really need to understand; shall not trouble
her so much from now on. <3

(:

be strong.

2010-05-07T19:42:00.004+08:00

i'm back. (:

okay, work along this past monday and tuesday. pretty
tiring with all the carrying of soap and shampoos in carton
boxes again. it is still a part-time job, i'm able to rest my
muscles in between the days i'm not working.

haha, went for soccer @ FICO after work with henry's
friends and dla peeps. yup i still love soccer so so much.
a very good workout and cabbed back home. urgh the
expensive fares.. >.<

stayed over at dear's place for 2 nights again. i miss her
now already.. mothers' day this sunday, how you gonna
celebrate with the greatest person in our lives. hmmm..

weekend is here again. you probably can see us in SP
next monday. just drop by to say hi to the lecturers and
will settle our lunch there. graduation ceremony a week
away. yes! (:

ok till here then. see ya peeps.

do what you can,

with what you have

and where you are.

2010-05-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

haha upon receiving news that some of my friends are
getting into the army in near june, i also want to know
when i get in. so far clarence, bengkai, me 3 of us, i'm
still able to keep my hair abit longer. hahaha. (:

dear was ill during the week, i tried to help in her work
and she still able to finish her brochure group work on
time. work this week for 3 days again, enjoyable but
still tiring with all the stuff that we need to carry from
the store.

especially yesterday i worked @ imm's giant. gotta tell
you wah it is really huge place and we did floor set-up
display promos. 3 days have past and that is fast, the
next two weeks more work to come urgh.. =/

no soccer session @ fico, because we reached there and
we were told the courts were fully booked. we headed
back by cab and then took a bus home. haha weekend
is here again. hello MAY bye APRIL..

what happened yesterday evening.
it is really unfair to me.
you should think and reflect about it.
and i need an apology from you.

work work, working my life out.

2010-04-24T02:15:00.002+08:00

life has been great? do you feel that?

some ain't, i don't know, i think we should all think
positively, just don't feel demoralised by anything,
life still goes on, SEARCH for your aim, goal or dream!

haha, just want to start something off. urgh there's
been no work this week, got so fed-up, next week
schedule changed and instead of 4 days i work,
i only work next thursday. TSK! $%^&*!#$%

oh then this past wednesday some dla peeps, me,
henry and company we had soccer session late at
night @ FICO! i just wanna kick some balls. (:

dear is attending school for the first week ya. hope
she can cope with the work, the new modules and
everything. i miss school, indeed. today just went
back, just miss the food, the place. urgh, all these
now are memories now already..

can't see you this evening was a waste;
weather changed so rapidly and it rained so heavily
that i don't dare to step out of house. flashing lights
everywhere, c'mon. urgh.. NOT MY DAY!

my dear my dear..

waking up.

2010-04-17T16:03:00.002+08:00

back. i've been working this past monday to wednesday,
afterwhich i got aches all over my body again.
especially to my fingers, seem to me they like breaking.
but work has been enjoyable, i really can't wait for my
pay. i seriously in need of money..

transport fares are expensive now already, it's burning
away my wallet. urgh..

(:

we had sakae sushi on thursday; happy sweet 5 months~!
suddenly i have craving for sashimi oh gosh, i slurping
them all up everytime, craving everything with salmon.
they're so fresh AND tasty!!!

just yesterday dear accompanied me to go take my grad
robe at serangoon broadway. urgh we missed our bus stop
and had to go back again. afterthat i headed home; waited
for huabin and allan to drop by.

had a small chit-chat session. it's really good and i do hope
more to come, like this. hoping no work for next week and i
could organise my soccer sometime also ya. :D

weather has been strange; lots of lightning recently, just
be careful and stay indoors! yup i gotta go out soon and the
weekend is here again. we just have to enjoy it to the fullest.

till next time. bye! :)

i'm broke again. T_T

2010-04-12T22:52:00.007+08:00

here i am again. no, i didn't abandoned my blog.
just don't know why i haven't been logging in blogger these
days, probably i'm just too lazy. anyway some updates to go!

(:

yup our instant cam was ready; then i went to collect it and
i received a brand new cam. haha, we took lots of photos for
the past week.

we spent great times together.. :D

just smiles.

okay, the past week i don't have any work, most of the time
getting some rest at home, seeing dear most of the days, meet
up with pengfeng and xiuming to hand them snsd albums.

dear also got back her notebook after repair and i was so alone
every night without any chatting for a week. urgh. haha..

about today; already got my depolyment and started working
fairprice at toa payoh, for the next two days as well. it's really
tiring and i realised working is tough. so when i get my pay,
will start thinking before i start spending. (:

i miss you. LOTS. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
make me couldn't sleep well every night.

how, how?

2010-04-05T12:42:00.002+08:00

hi everyone again! sorry for no posting for a week!

i had been busy with work last week, kinda a full time
job for 3 days as a 'unilevel' merchandiser assistant to
help aunties to stack goods in supermarkets. yup and i
was taught by this auntie who is very helpful and tells
me instructions clearly and i will do my job.

have to also travel to another fairprice to stack the goods,
depends on locations. it's really hard work, the pay is
good, transportations are covered and we guys only help
out when there's certain promotions in the month. (:

so that about my work., no depolyment this week i guess
and i have to find something to do.. well i always meet up
with dear even though i'm really tired after work, because
get to see you for a moment makes me happy again. :D

watched 2 movies; how to train your dragon and when in
rome for the past couple of days. it's pretty good! want to
catch clash of the titans this week, see how it goes. horror
movies not for me heh!

oh yea sigh think i've dropped my ipod nano. i can't remember,
and seriously it is a heartache. i saved the money for half a
year, 50 bucks per month to buy this, only just past a year
and i've misplaced it. :(

got my itouch already! dear lended me money to get it and
when i get my pay, will try to return her bit by bit and my
best buddies too. i still owe them birthday present money last
december.

anyway dear is kind of sick and needs some rest, hope she
gets a speedy recovery! it's APRIL! it's a monday.
lalalalalalala... i need MONEY~~~

T_T

take care my dear.

2010-03-29T00:01:00.001+08:00

it was last day of the 2010 BIRTH grad show.
there were so many things to carry back, urgh..
just came back home, luckily dad fetched me at causeway
point. (:

yup it's HOME SWEET HOME ya.

oh my dear came down to support me again, this time for
the runway. went for late lunch since the board of director
came by to look at the works. the rest of the day was hell
again, everyone was waiting for teardown at 9pm hahaha.

took lots of photos with the rest. don't even know we can
meet up again. i'm glad that the grad show ended but friends
still the best, the fun and jokes around. STUNTS. :D

allan and pengfeng. we trained back home.

on the side note, i am free tomorrow. but i have to work
almost the entire week. GRRRR! T_T
and also the pay comes in at the end of the month. WAH.

i can get a good night rest tonight.. yay. (:

TO MY DEAR:
i am sorry. i don't know what i've done today, please tell me.
i also not in the good mood because i getting not enough rest
each night, and so many hours of boredom at suntec for the
grad show.

you came today to see me, support me, gave me what i want
and i'm really happy. *smiles* a girlfriend comes down and
support her boyfriend, what will he be thinking?
more confidence in front of the crowd, getting the cares and
loves the girlfriend can possibly give. (:

keeping quiet i wasn't even angry at all. c'mon. yup the mood
also not that right, i know one word from me i sure gonna get
it. had a really good dinner this evening, you didn't really eat
much but hope you have enjoyed it.

thankiew for coming back and i thought you already left for
the 2nd time. love-shaped mochi ice cream were wonderful,
though i already start coughing just now. haha. nevermind.
i'm sorry for today, maybe it's my fault ba.

hope you forgive me. don't be angry. don't be sad already.
loves. :DD

i'd come for you.

2010-03-27T02:11:00.004+08:00

haha ok updates!

2nd day of the BIRTH grad show was great. just came back
and am really tired now. needa get some sleep real soon.
right now i gonna blog first, do my namecard and send it
for printing tomorrow. =)

vanberg and me.

vanberg, allan and me. (:

me and my favorite lecturer mr idris.

i love the runway walk, even though it wasn't my name
being called. it was henry's name. haha. so don't be mistaken
that i've changed my name or something, just covering for
the real henry.

oh my mum, brother and sister came down to support me.
thank you. support from the family is always so wonderful
and drives me on. dear also dropped by this evening, she
cancel her theory lesson and cabbed down to suntec.

i also bought some cheap sushi at carrefour and i'm craving
for it right now. dear made sushi for me too. it's really nice
and i love them. so looking forward for the food that you
gonna make for me. (:

yup went for dinner at aston and then home sweet home. so
many things, urgh making me so exhausted and i really need
my sleep. 2 more days to go. weekend is here. march is ending
soon, so so fast!

i really want you guys to drop by and support me at suntec
city if you have that little time with you. not asking alot,
probably a 5 minutes talk or even a hello, that's giving me a
smile on my face. do support clarence and rui hon too. thanks!
:D

just give me a call if you're in suntec. see you around.

this is the official website for the birth grad show:
http://birththegradshow.sg

just look for the student works tab at the bottom of
the page, click on the green folding paper baby icon
which represent my course, look for my name and
then check out my work!

more loves to you.

2010-03-25T23:15:00.004+08:00

hello. i'm back back back.

yup ok. i accompanied dear after i had my morning soccer
session @ cck with marcus and company. meet her up and
we went for the lai lai's beef noodles. just look at my face haha.

i waited for her piano's lesson to finish and she really
accompanied me down to suntec for my grad show
briefing. so nice of her. stayed over at my place and
this morning we got to wake up early because i needa
be at suntec at 6am for setting-up.

she cabbed back home. safe and sound, had a good sleep
till afternoon. haha. so good! for me, preparing for grad
show stuff and we have to endure 4 days of boredom
at the atrium. time really is passing by so slowly that what
i've describled: "seeing a tortoise crawling across the street!".
urgh.

3 more days. tomorrow is the offical opening ceremony
of the BIRTH exhibition at 7pm. c'mon down and do
give me a support. i'll be at tropics atrium, near suntec
tower 2.

thank you. i'm so deat beat today. the runway walk drains
me out. hoping henry will be there tomorrow, oh or else i'll
be 'him' again. :(

i'm hitting the sacks now. nights.

sushi and to see you again.

2010-03-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

well there's go another week. here comes a new week ahead.

c'mon actually i can start work for the next week, darn the
dental appointment tomorrow and the upcoming graduation
show at suntec city from 25th-28th march. urgh. so there's
go my week gone.

i calculated and could have lost $150-200 work pay.
seriously these come bad timing ya!!!

alright nevermind then. i'll be starting work in april! and
shall not be rotting at home like nobody's business. yup
think that's all for the moment right now, could post
sometime in the week next. (:

bye~ i miss DLA peeps, miss everything.

so many thoughts.

2010-03-19T02:26:00.002+08:00

posting on a early friday morning. hahaha.

ok i couldn't get a proper rest or sleep due to some reasons; just
miss someone too much right now. yup anyway some photos
taken back last week ya.

love.

:D

oh i smile so brightly but that dark heavy eyebags tsk.
ah alright we went alot of places, travelled everywhere almost by
bus transports. dear have to sometimes help me pay for my food and
stuff, hopefully work starts and slowly pay her back then.

have to go pray pray later. why can't i just sleep and don't think so
much? i hope everything is gonna be fine and please. >.<

goodnights.

patience.

2010-03-16T02:08:00.003+08:00

MONDAY'S POST:

yup so it was a raining day. pretty nice to sleep in and i didn't
really want to get up today. haha, so i headed to dear's place to
give her a surprise and hope she really likes the rocher flowers
and a pair of bears that i gave. (:

went jurong point for a dinner and movie. COP OUT again!
dinner was wonderful and i really love it. thanks dear for it.
home sweet home at 1am just awhile ago. LOVES~!!!

happy 4th month together. yup MORE to come.
you know i always be there for you~ :D
nights everyone.

I L Y.

2010-03-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

a day out with best buddies.

yup on marc's car and we drove down to town.
massive jam along and near suntec city and marina area,
plaza singapura and in the end we headed to bugis, iluma.

can't possibly go back since we were already out ya, a early
dinner at the empire state and movie. the dinner was epic,
wei kee ordered the empire state burger, and oh gosh HE
CAN"T FINISH IT. hahaha.

c'mon.

oh had to clear almost half for him. the rest of them were
full and i don't want waste food either, just ate even though
i'm full already. overall, good food and huge portions. :D

COP OUT for movie; with some funny moments. a M18 movie.
yup great. i want watch again, with dear. hope she want watch
it. (:

PS: i'm sorry guys i couldn't make it tomorrow's trip to the zoo.
simply i'm broke and am still waiting to start work. sigh. things
not getting right these days. plan other days and i shall see you
guys really soon again. i truly miss great fun and times.

special day ahead. all smiles. =))))))))))))))))

listen to your voice on the phone.. so sweet.

2010-03-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

yea yea. hahaha.
i just came back an hour ago.

me and my dear went to watch BREAKOUT 2010 @ the esplanade
today. overall i really love all the breakdance moves and funny
moments and it's wonderful ya.

afterwhich headed down to town somerset 313.
we settled our dinner there and bus-ed back to jurong already. (:

loves.

you sleeping by my side.. (:

2010-03-13T01:29:00.003+08:00

it's been a week since my last. i'm sorry about the lack of update.
haha. being so crazy over the week also. (:

yup i really enjoyed my genting trip with dear and my parents.
it was really awesome and great, ahhh so many memories. i
want to go again when i'm over 21 and go with dear again. YES!

photos. :D

there are still more, but loading up to tinypic takes so much time.
nevermind. ah love these photos. just hate it when it was before
the trip; our instant cam spoilt and need to be send for repair soon.

when i came back on wednesday; straight away soccer 9pm-12am
@ fico with allan, yinquan, henry and company. oh tiring but still
love the running and kicking. yea as expected, aching for the next 3
days. hahaha.

thursday me and my friends went for job interview again @ farrer
park, now we just have to wait for sms to work. good, hope to start
work soon and get some money. grrrrr i'm broke. T_T

and then 2 straight movies @ jurong point with dear. yes, jack's
neo being human and japanese's nodame cantabile the movie.
dinner and then home~

friday i accompanied dear to BBDC for registration. oh no she gonna
get license sooner than me. ahhhh. i cannot lose on my part here. i
need some money real quick, and will confirm start learn driving! (:

TO MY DEAR:
i'm sorry that i had a really big quarell with you just now ago. may
be it's me, yea my fault i don't know. sometimes i dont want this to
happen,i just don't like my thinking and i do wonder, why am i like
that? why am i so stubborn? why am i so naggy stuff like that.

i really don't know. things you said not totally wrong but it's true.
it's me that need to change and ponder about more my part.
YES, that's right. TIME. spot on. i need time to know more about you.

guess i still might not be doing enough for you, am trying hard here
and giving my best to you. i will listen. LISTEN and not letting what
you have said; out from the other ear but into my heart and mind.
promise you that. i'm JON, always and forever be JON in your heart.

love you. :D
and sleep early tonight.

apologize.

2010-03-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

i packed breakfast for dear this morning.
alice in wonderland movie @ bishan J8 today.
nice ya, i really love the movie. GREAT STORYLINE! (:

cabbed down to IMM for dinner @ cafe cartel with dear
and mom. we went JP after to buy our instant cam~
oh so happy we got it already and i really can't wait now.
GENTING GENTING! hahaha.

we went to try out and got back a few shots. yup getting
the geez of it and should be ok already. urgh still wasted
5 shots. nooooo~ we gotta get more films. oh man, it's so
cool!!! ^^

(:

woah~

hahaha.

have to wake up at 7am later. nights.
miss you miss you~

yup for one more day.

2010-03-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

hello, it's MARCH now. 4th now.
well my life has been the same, i've miss school alot lately.
URGH. i couldn't turn back time. miss and misses. noooooo..

anyway, found a job bengkai recommended. muzaimi and
clarence are also in. some job of a merchandise assistant where
we help aunties pack arrange stuff @ cold storage/giant/fairprice.

the hourly pay not bad. but for now we have to wait for sms from
the company lady. hope nothing crashes with it ya.
need to work and get some money~

oh i'm going on a holiday with my parents and DEAR~!
not very far, it's genting and i already can't wait for it next week..
something yup for me to look forward to, a different trip. yay~! (:

will be back soon here ya. catch me again. bye!

jing jing~!

^^

headache not going away.

2010-02-27T23:57:00.002+08:00

PASS!

took back my portfolio on friday from the studio. yay with great
joy. 3 years of hard work and pain, feelings hard to put down also.
20 over 100 marks for PMLA, nice! T_T
and i hope no one will fail/retain and all graduate! (:

back to graduation show panel stuff. only needa redo and do abit
changes for my panel and realised i overwrite the same file and
all the layers have been flattened. tsk. urgh. REDO! :(

went vanberg's house for the new year's visit. just went there for
awhile and then i meet dear for dinner @ JP. caught 'dear john'
later in the evening.

today was awesome meeting mostly all the TEH-O brothers and
headed this morning for soccer @ kallang cage. it's not a big deal
when i was hit by the soccer ball in my face. i was on my form
and played out really great. (:

really really exhausted after the soccer session. i even nap for awhile
near the roadside while the rest busy chatting away. hahaha..
headed home, no dinner and had to start working on my grad show
panel again. >.<

okay just finish saving everything up and handing up my panel to
kelly tomorrow. i could have done it on friday and relax on a beautiful
sunday morning. yes, i can't. darn! ah nevermind, granny's house for
dinner tomorrow and cousin's birthday also. (:

alrights, hope you guys read this. a long post without photos. hate it!
hahaha. ok peace out. :D

need you beside me.

2010-02-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

ok i'm back. sorry for the short break over the weekend.

haha hell outta week last thursday and friday, which were
my PSP and PMLA exams.. can already tell it will be a total
flop, didn't really even revise for them though. urgh.

hmmm last saturday was a 4 hour work at the singapore flyer
fm97.2 radio show event for a day. it's kinda fun but also being
annoyed by aunties and uncles asking questions and stuff.
mainly doing crowd control with some dla peeps.

went out very early to pray yesterday. with parents.
and still spending my time with dear also.

(:

chinggay passed by my area yesterday. ah no big deal LOL.

think i caught a cold this morning. tsk went to school for submission
for portfolio and left for soccer with dla peeps at fico just now, tiring!

woke up, i don't have any dinner; still having headache and running
nose occur earlier on in the day. urgh.

I JUST DON'T LIKE IT! >:{

hmph.

2010-02-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

happy lunar new year guys.
how was your valentine's day? haha..

mine? pretty much on top of the world right now, so much
photos and things to say, i don't know what/how to start. hehe.

on the 14th went to dear's place for dinner, something like a small
family gathering, we had lots of nice food and really like it. (:

kisses. :D

hahahaha.

ho!

so many webcam pictures, which i found them really funny. haha.

yup on the 15th we went for valentine's day movie which we didn't
catchit a few days back, so headed down to marina to watch it.
dinner was also great, damn full after~

after movie, we went uk funfair to play some rides.
vortex ride was a fantastic ride, even though i'm afraid of heights.
when we were on top, wah seriously i was really scared. haha.

the meteorite ride was the killer shit. we spin spin spin until i feel
nauseous and vomitted on the bus back to jurong. tsk. disgusted also.
urgh. stayed over at dear's place. 3 straight days. (:

happy 3 months dear~ <3!

steamboat at my uncle's place for dinner just now.
not really eat so much but it was nice. headed home after.

helping dear with her crs stuff now. hopefully the infomation can
help in her argument. hmmm, updating my blog and then i still
have not kick start my revision for my exam tomorrow.

eh how nice. i cannot get a single bit of information into my mind.
see how it goes then. (:

wants to hug you in my sleep.

2010-02-14T00:39:00.004+08:00

haha back for a update..

went back to school on friday for some short revision lectures for
exams next week. sorry dear that i didn't send you to school early
morning. we left around 1plus to suntec city marina square for
shopping~

yup and got my new shirt~ (:

little big soldier movie and dinner. NICE~! hahaha. i really love the
day spent with dear. we bus back home to jurong and see dear slept so
soundly beside me. hahaha.

today we spent most of the time cleaning and packing the house again.
prepared reunion dinner for evening, and it was a great one! (:
the year of the tiger starts now. heee~

HAPPY VALENTINE~! to dear. loves. :D
yup me too, i can't wait to see you tomorrow.
before i forget again, happy lunar new year to everyone!

and you would have the best of me.

2010-02-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

i don't know how much sleep i got yesterday's night; definitely
longer than any other days. it was instant KO till this early morning
and then headed back to sleep again. hahaha.

reached school pretty late, bought subway to studio to eat~
i love subway! 2 days ago i had a footlong steak and cheese, it's
freaking awesome! today was cold cut trio~ (:

anyway, i left school at noon and help dear pack lunch. <3
i went her house and nap till 6pm? we headed out for jurong point for
dinner. dear doesn't want go piano lesson and went to see me have a
haircut instead. haha.

mos burger to grab a little bite and then headed home! (:
hee bought my jeans today, i gonna get a top, or something really nice
to wear during CNY!

:D

okay, it's my turn to present tomorrow. hope there's lesser harsh
comments because i know i didn't do very well and right for my work
though. it's like the official last day of school, plus 2 more exams to
go. portfolio review and done 3 years! how sad.

oh no. >.<

WHY? why like this?

2010-02-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

hmmm back again after 2 horrible days without proper sleep through.
let me see, having a backache for staring at my laptop screen for far too
long, doing my work all the way. from photomontages to panels. oh no.
but but but, what a job done, panels done at 4am yesterday.

hee. great but i fell asleep.
marketing portfolio is not done yet. oh man. could have finish and get
it print by today in fact. ok nevermind, went to print my panels with
the rest and waited almost half a day there.

printed dear's and my panels too. yay! hahaha.
henry gave me a lift to jurong west and then pass the boards to dear.
knowing she's like in a bad mood but i just want her to get her boards
back to check. left and rush back home by cab.

what a rush. my room is in a horrendous mess but i've my room painted
in two different colours. ((: hahaha. ok shall back to work now. it's confirm
no sleep for the night again.

okay push on for the final piece of work, jonathan. you can do it! :D
seeing you today, even though just a single while still makes me happy.

a photo of me.

2010-02-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

hee. back for a quick post.

it has been a very very busy week!
having tonnes of work to be done; submission is just 3 days away,
and i'm still a little sick~ with dry cough and block nose right now.

alright, went over to dear's place yesterday's night, tried to do some
work and teach her some ways of colouring trees. KO and i couldn't
wake up 2 hours later in the wee hours. in the end, i guess we slept
till 7+am and then headed out for school today.

hmmm, year one's submission is tomorrow and it's great for them.
three days it will take, i take back my freedom! muhahahaha.
can't wait for shopping and CNY! heeee! (:

peace out! bye..

jiayou dear and everyone! :D

2010-02-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

a new week today starts. kind of the last week of school for us;
and then crit the next week and then here comes CNY!
hahaha. and then end of school. =X

urgh. time really flies and i hate that. time waits for no man.
want to get over with this project as soon as possible; on the other
hand, school gonna end and i don't wish to have such an ending so
soon.

---

anyway school as usual. my dad sent me and dear to school today,
was really early and had breakfast 1st. haha. so the whole day was
work, work and work. more work. =/

still don't even know if i can finish or not. but i believe i CAN finish
them on time. the final and last push till the end~

i am really coughing the whole day. kind of sick and dear wants me
to go see a doctor. well and we waited almost 2 hours for my turn.
urgh, it was time wasting! my dear, thankiew for accompanied me
for the evening. (((:

nice shots!

have to end like this?

2010-01-27T23:38:00.002+08:00

haha. well class started early at 8am today.
with a morning lecture about the essay requirement and structure,
really making us dying in the glass room already. day was rather short,
been doing and editing our essays. urgh.

so at noon after the attendance taking, went to buy lunch for dear and
then send it over to her place. tasty meesiam~ after awhile i headed
back to school for some work again. afterwhich i met up with clarence
and muzaimi for soccer. (:

it's been really a hot day and i couldn't stand the weather and heat,
suck at soccer today and didn't play at my form. had the leg cramps and
i stopped. hmmm i am really tired. went home, bath and had my dinner
already..

oh my poor jing jing~

:(

oh she has a eye cornea problem. i think it is scatched and today my
parents sent her to the vet. she couldn't open the right eye properly
two days ago, thought it is not a big problem but in the end, we sent
her to check it. sigh.

see her having that neckguard i feel so pity for her. we have to look
out these couple of days, have to be extra careful and everything.

take care, my jing jing. (:
my cutest dog ever!!!

sorry my dear.

2010-01-25T20:57:00.002+08:00

it was a long and tiring day!
bus back home journey was like a roller coaster ride, i'm so giddy
after! plus it was so noisy and irritating. grrrr!

still eating bread for the whole day. i still don't have lunch money.
sigh. i really want to start eating soon once i get my allowance. (:
i can eat anything i want! YES!

to JON:
jon, hang in there. a few more days of bread and nightmare will be
over! and also work hard for the remaining days. less than 2 weeks
to go, project could be done on time! (:

to HER:
seeing you again made my day. saw you putting a smile on your face
when i looked upon you, my worries and troubles for the day were gone.
thankiew for all the care~ love you. love the porridge today too. :D

time is running out..

2010-01-23T02:23:00.004+08:00

i'm kind of determined and happy to send dear to school every
morning. however, couldn't make it today because i was abit
tired but still made my way to school @ 11am. i simply did
nothing but L4D with year one's! darn! this shouldn't be happening.

urgh. 2 more weeks. i realised how short it can be and we have many
work to do and so little time. sigh. how i wish time can be paused and
do let me breathe a little bit easier please.

oh yea and i'm still on my bread-for lunch routine. =/

oh alright, weekend is here yet again!
back home from jurong; went vivo city for a movie and dinner
with dear also. EH DAYBREAKERS movie is extremely gore OMG!
but still a good movie. urgh so many horror movies up and i don't
want to watch!!! hahahaha.

(:

to my dear:
''thankiew for making sandwiches for the past week. they're really
filling and held me through the long hours in school. sending you
to school and back home; seeing you every morning really brighten
up my day, moves me on, cheer me up too!

knowing you couldn't stay with me by my side 24/7; i will be sad at
times but the words you've said made me think quite abit and did
tried your best to cheer me on. sometimes i chose not to listen to you
it's my fault and i apologize, afterall i have to get used to it.

you'll be in my heart, always. wherever you go, my heart follows. :D
yup i love you so much!"

touch my hand.

2010-01-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

haha you don't know how crazy it was today.
6.15am i reached dear's place. NICE ONE! i went out too early already.
anyway, helped dear with her file to school. hmmm for the whole day i
feel so restless and time slowly passing by.

urgh. i did abit of work. really tired today.. but it's all worth it seeing
you before and after school. (:

I WISH I COULD SEE YOU EVERYDAY. 24 HOURS.
AND BY MY SIDE ALWAYS..

please.

2010-01-17T19:01:00.003+08:00

on friday celebrated 2nd month together with dear. (:
though am seriously broke, i just dont want to spoil the day.
a movie and a great dinner at marina. haha, spending good
quality time with you..

dear spent a night at my house again. hmmm actually can help
her up a little ya. so yesterday left, went out for dinner and then
i sent her home with my drawing board so she could work on her
project.

okay, today i woke up just after noon. went for lunch with my parents
near my house. well headed back to do some work, really bored when i
open up my autocad file, don't have the mood to do. urgh.

did a little abit and my head seriously is spinning now.
really messing things up. hate it. tomorrow back to school again,
a brand week ahead, 3 weeks to submission, tonnes of work not done,
no direction whatsoever. feels so crap right now. =/

i need a break..
bread for lunch everyday next week again.
in fact, 2 more weeks till the end of the month.

in your eyes.

2010-01-14T01:28:00.002+08:00

the 2nd day of being broke. =/
lunch, watching people eat and i just drink my own bottle of plain
water from home. eat? what else can i eat? it's bread everyday.

henry took photo of me when i didn't eat anything at all.
after that, i was too hungry and i eat my bread at the bus stop.

we headed to yinquan's place for games. xbox. HAHA.
THE REST HAD SO MUCH FUN playing rock band, pretty cool ya.
i'm not really good at this type of games, couldn't coordinate my fingers
with the beat tsk..

the real pro doesn't show his true self. HA!

happily playing. (:

left at 6pm and went to meet dear at jurong point.
she wants me to eat dinner. oh thankiew. hee.. i'm sorry again;
made you angry for abit and i hope you don't now.

oh saw clarence and his family at jp also. his sister saw me and
looked so shocked and surprised. HAHA. oh well..

yup that's all for the day i guess. nights.
and my body aching even more NOW! urgh.. =/

what can i do?

2010-01-11T23:17:00.003+08:00

first up.
yesterday watch avatar 3d in singapore discovery centre with
dear's clique of cca seniors. still felt the 3d effects, i feel the whole
movie lacking is the brightness. haha. dinner @ bukit batok and
got a ride back to dear's home then i bus-ed home after. (:

alright today headed to school pretty late, with xiuming..
i did abit of work, not really productive. urgh. work not done during
the weekend, today's attendance = zero. tsk. i might as well don't go
for school. her ''10 pieces of sketches per week'' is crap.

ok had a little quarrel and misunderstanding with dear.
i guess it has been cleared up already, hmmm hope so.
dear, don't be angry neh. you know, you mean so much to me. ((:

okay. i don't even have lunch money. =/
NAPFA test tomorrow. hmmm i don't know whether if i can even run,
jump, and do my pull-ups. hahaha i laughed.

SILVER OR GOLD?

2010-01-09T00:47:00.003+08:00

today help out in the open house from 10am-2pm. kinda bored
i should say; basically stand down there waiting for students to
come in and give out the course booklet. boo.

dear drop by at t11a and went for lunch with the usual clique for
lunch @ fc3 after our shift. haha. we headed back home and stayed
until 11pm. it's pretty late ya, but it was a great day. heeeee..

anyway having granny's birthday lunch tomorrow. after that,
dear coming to my house to do work. jiayou. hope i can help you
abit.. (:

<3

i'll end my post here. nights then..

hmmm.

2010-01-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

term 4 week 1 of school ended. pretty fast. urgh..
it's been the same all this while; doing the layout and finalising
everything. detail designs are a pain. seriously i don't like it man.

yup kinda busy everyday, and still seeing classmates playing
l4d2 in studio, at least giving my mind some peace. i can slow down
my pace a little bit. and when i knew they switch back to do work, my
heart starts to panick and worry. >.<

i'm abit lazy now HAHAHA.

OKAY sent dear home after school just now. (:
weekend is here again; i need to help out in the open house tomorrow,
saturday involved in my granny's birthday lunch and sunday out with
dear for movie.

don't know i have time to do any work but i will try.
having headache with all the layout plans. hmph..

PS: say (all i need) by one republic on repeat mode in my ipod. hee.

just say it...

2010-01-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

went out today to celebrate dear's 18th birthday. haha. (:

down to suntec city, we had ma la steamboat, then movie and basically
afterwhich spent some time walking around in the mall.

ma la steamboat was awesome, will suggest this one to DLA peeps.
we are big-eaters. muahahaha. next jay chou movie definitely a no go.
i seriously don't understand a single thingy. hmph.

dinner @ jurong with dear, dear's mom and joleen. haha, i am really
bloated after that, but it was a good dinner. (:

你喜欢就好啊！！哈哈！！

well i end my post then. school reopens tomorrow.
i so don't want to go back and start doing project.. urgh.
last 6-7 weeks of school, how sad it can be. alright, nights.

happy happy.

2009-12-31T16:01:00.002+08:00

the last day of 2009! seriously it is fast and time flies.
goodbye 2009. what a year..

let's bring on the year 2010.
HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone out there ya. HAHA.
WELL let me wish;

- everyone to stay healthy.
- ending my 3rd year in poly on a high note definitely.
- to dear; love forever. (:
- of course wishing myself that i could be rich?
- to buy stuffs that i want!
- a smooth smooth journey ahead ya.

cheers! wait for the clock to strike 12am tonight. :D

hello 2010.

2009-12-28T22:32:00.004+08:00

photoshoot was draggy this morning; the photographer was late and
everyone in the schedule list was push behind. got mine, 4-5 shots,
chose one of it and settled. (:

confused with the langkawi arrival flights. 2 flights, one has landed
in the morning but there's no news from dear. i actually wanted to go
to airport in the afternoon and wait, but then went home check the
arrival time again. nap and then headed down to airport.

fetch dear; had dinner and then cab back to jurong. afterwhich i bus-ed
home. (:

"I SEE YOU."
take care and i will see you tomorrow again. hee. nights everyone.

feeling great.

2009-12-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

pretty nothing much done today.
nap in the afternoon and watched some really nice movies off star
movies channel. haha.

caught a glimpse of twlight movie, didn't really interests me much
though, and till now i don't know what the series is all about. haha,
so noob at it. >.<

anyway, maggie mee for dinner, easily settled and done..
definitely can't sleep before 11pm; I"M SO WIDE AWAKE NOW!
nevermind, i go watch some football matches later. (:

okay, photoshoot in school tomorrow.
i want another soccer session in school or any other places next week.
my legs itchy; heh. see ya. the last week of holidays~

you're back tomorrow. (:

2009-12-26T21:49:00.005+08:00

haha i'm back. boxing day today!

watched alvin and the chipmunks 2 with dear yesterday.
it was awesome plus cute. (:
can't really sleep well; i've like sudden chest pains and couldn't
breathe properly. urgh..

so i sent dear to jurong east station to meet up with her friends,
and then went home catch some proper sleep.

yes i overslept, could have continue sleeping but clarence called.
went down to suntec city for sherlock holmes movie. GREAT storyline
and plot!!! A MUST WATCH! haha, i was really hungry after movie. =/

went to town walk walk; we settled our dinner at billy bombers again.
i really ate alot. fish n chips, a ice cream waffle and cookie n cream milkshake.
heh.. comes to good food, I WILL NOT SAVE! MUST EAT MORE! (:

just bathed; really feeling tired and sleepy already, shall sleep before 11pm
tonight. got my haircut just now, trimmed a little abit~ getting ready for
photoshoot next monday.

tomorrow i can sleep more YAY! hahaha.
dear off to langkawi till 28 december. i'm here alone..
alright.. till next time..
urgh wordy post without pictures. i hate it. >.<

I WILL SURVIVE FOR 3 DAYS!

2009-12-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

CURRY CHICKEN. WITH RICE.
for my lunch today.. :D

well, i dedicating this picture to HUABIN and VANBERG,
this is ya future. HAHA. just kidding.

went to watch avatar with dear @ JP yesterday.
dinner and then we went home. yay the pillow arrived~ :D

alrights, christmas is HERE. i guess time flies, really don't have that festive
mood to celebrate. but heh it's a holiday right. can't wait for 2010; that also
means school reopens. urgh..

you are sick, take care! nights.

merry christmas, everyone! (:

2009-12-20T20:20:00.003+08:00

helped out at the panels showcase in buangkok's rc event this morning.
kinda awesome i guess? with all the people around and more stunts.
hahaha.

set up the panels and we had the guest-of-honor mr ng eng hen came by
to our booth. then performances, hui-ge, and the lucky draw at the very
end. LOL vanberg just missed the 1st prize by just 8 tickets away.

we were there laughing like crazy. seriously the situation was really
funny and see the look on vanberg's FACE! haha. winning ticket; 47.. 8..

managed to get a group photo with hui-ge; luckily we ran to him before
he got into his car and leave. (:

had 2 sets of nasi lemak for lunch and still packed 5 another sets home.
today was great, at least it was not wasteful and easily passes by.
filled with fun with the peeps.

okay. i go shower now. peace out and a new week comes!
i can't wait to see you. heh.

say something.

2009-12-18T23:09:00.004+08:00

probably this is the worst time in my life. =/

3 dollars is what i have now. eh nicely done and a great job, jonathan.
everyday from now, it's gonna be white bread and plain porridge till
the end of this month.

hmph dare not go out; going out means spending.
so should be lying down on my bed every now and then, reflecting and
staring at my room ceiling.

really cham, jialat..

PS: it's been 3 weeks and my customized stuff still not here yet. T_T

miss you so.

2009-12-15T23:26:00.001+08:00

heh HAPPY 1ST MONTH, DEAR. (:

wanted to go kallang leisure park for ice skating, in the end we didn't
went. haha. so i overslept this morning, reached dear's place at around
noon and helped her install photoshop, left 4 dead 2.

well you shall try playing ya; in the middle of the night. LOL

alrights headed to bugis by bus; it was a really long ride. we caught the
princess and the frog movie. great i guess? haha, afterwhich had dinner
@ manhattan fish market.

2 of us still pawns the manhattan giant fish platter. tsk.
bus-ed back to jurong with dear and then i bus-ed back home.
BUS RIDES again~!

okay, tomorrow i'm going out with DLA peeps to town.
hmmm let's see ba. (: my schedule packed the next two days.
haha, gonna go crazy over the weekend. argh..

sore throat soon.